Sunday and its rise and shine

Sunday is not is a sleep in day for me. Its usually mass at 8am but i am
Going to my jmb agm. Voting for a change.

down and out...

Time out for now!
Sinus acting up
Stress level high
BP Crashing thru the roofs...

Vacation Closing IN!

In just about a little more than week, I will on a jet plane.
Leaving behind my BB and my work laptop.... and no one is to contact me.
I know i will come back to a load of shit but work is work and it will never end.
Even if i work 24 hours a day things will just keep piling up. Its sad but it's a true fact!!!!!

Been crazy shit... around.... too many escalations....

Test post from ipod blogger

Read this at a friend's blog. Thought i should try it out!!!!

Shutting off for 6 days

Its hard. My mind cannot ever shut off from work. Its ticking 24 * 7. 
Since we have a long holiday around, I decided to switch off the data access on my Black Berry. I actually didn't know how to do it but .... when my battery was dying at work last week, someone showed me how.

that prompted me to actually shut that off for the whole 6 days.....  I still feel the anxiety and fear of like missing some important email or like I had sent out a scary email on friday before I left work, now anticipating that i will be receiving a nasty reply. Aii... fear and anxiety....

But so far I am doing ok.. or trying to be ok.
this is a huge step for me.  Pray everything will be ok when i switch back to work mode in 2 days time.

Life is Short!

On Friday (yesterday), I got a SMS at around 6.30pm.  Since its friday, and I get off work at 4pm, I reached home and didn't bother to bring out my phone to the hall.  I was downstairs at my parent's house.
At around 8.30pm after dinner, I went up to my room and i saw a SMS. It was from my friend whom I was suppose to go to HK with end of AUG.

A trip which  both of us were so looking forward to. Then i read the SMS, it states, "Sorry mystic, I can't go with you to HK anymore. My mom passed away in a accident on 27th July 2011.  "

I was shocked, as I have travelled with her mom to Bali in year 2009 and few years before that to Langkawi.
I do know that they just got back from UK/Scotland like in June.  This was a real shocker to me.

And here I am still worried daily over work over what will happen. Anxiety all the time.
Sigh...

Life is truly damn short.

Tentative Plans

People come up with a new resolution when New Year's comes along each year.  I no longer do New Year resolutions, as I felt its a futile exercise. One that I will never fulfill anyway.

So for me, I make up what I want to do along the way. And if it doesn't get fulfilled, It will just be pushed to the next year, etc ,etc.  Sounds like procrastinating rite? To me it isn't so. As I age, i also realized that I don't want to pressure myself too much.  Eventhough, I can't get rid of my worry wart type habit but I noticed I am slightly better. Not like much much better but the slight change, even I notice is one big change to me....  I mean come on!! I noticed it people!!!!

Here's my tentative plan for the rest of the year.

1. Visiting HK - again in Aug - taking one day off for the long public holiday stretch.
2. Visiting Italia in Oct - tickets purchased. Itinerary still in the works. Kind of nervous, as this time I am planning the routes while the person I am traveling with is checking out accommodation. I wish I have given her the bigger task. But she volunteered first.
3. Home Improvement. -I have been living in my current place for about 7 years now. Imagine that.  I still remember day 1 i moved, also that year I lost my late sister in law. So it was such a turbulent time for me. I still remember ringgit telling me to make all the reno before moving in or else will have a hard time once you're already staying there. It's not like I don't want to heed his advise but during that time money was a big constraint for me.  Big O wasn't paying me much and I was already digging into the little savings which I had.  But 7 years now, I am ready to make that home improvement. I am not looking into big huge changes just looking more into redoing the kitchen cabinet, get the built-in hob, hood and oven. Hood might be a problem cos i live in an apartment.  Will have to see. These days, I have been busy Google here and there as I don't have any sort of experience and I can't bother my parents either as my mom is just way to bz taking care of the home and also my nieces and nephews.

All the best to me.... and preparing to be broke. :)

Happy Birthday to ME!

I definitely need to blog about this as this marks the last number in this age group I will be :)

Nothing much except that my mother bought me a cake with my nephew yesterday and put the writing as Aunt CXXXXXX. aiyoyo....

anyways, its been quite a simple day today. Just went to work and then went to have dinner alone.

Funny thing was, after i took my birth date out of FB... meaning not published. I didn't get any wishes except for 4.... 3 old colleagues... and 1 from a friend cum insurance agent muahahahahaa...

Anyways, Happy Birthday Day to ME!!!!!!!!

1 More day.... to the day of my existence

oh oh 1 more day to the day of my existence in this world.
tomorrow also marks the day where i turn to face the last number for this age group...

getting older.... scary scary....

Colon Cleansing

Been hearing a lot about colon cleansing. So I googled online and found some sites.. some useful some not.

Firstly I was searching on scope type of cleansing then I had second thoughts, coz I thought it might be painful - having something stick into your you know what...

Then i found this website. the remedy seems easy enough.
check it out..

http://hfchang.blogspot.com/2007/04/colon-cleansing-and-detox.html

Time to SHUT UP

There was a point in my life where i just talked very minimal to people. But the last few years I started to open up once more.

But i think maybe its high time I switch back to my old self. SHUT UP and LOCK everyone out.

Too many idiots and crap at work.

Prayer for Peace of Mind

A PRAYER FOR PEACE OF MIND (By Saint Francis Xavier Cabrini)

FORTIFY me with the grace of Your Holy Spirit and give Your peace to my soul that I may be free from all needless anxiety, solicitude and worry. Help me to desire always that which is pleasing and acceptable to You so that Your will may be my will.

New Year Resolution 2011

Today marks 1.1.11 - very beautiful number isn't it?
Well eventho' the title shows New Year Resolution 2011, but I am not making any.
I do not believe in making resolutions anymore. Many2 moons ago i did believe and practice this but no longer.

Why do we need to make resolutions only during New Year?? Can't we have one as and when we want to have them? Should be that way no?

So i am instead choosing to live life the way I want to - CARPE DIEM! So no new year resolutions for me.....

Wishing Everyone a Fantastic YEAR ahead!!!!!
Size the moment... make it what you want it to be, You don't need to have a long list of resolutions.